Tuesday, November 21, 2006

Heal

Tear your wound wide open and let the blood pump out.
Before bleeding to death, you may bleed to heal.


These sentences keep repeating in my head,
and my chest seems to be hollowed by flame.


兩天前的清晨六點,坐在捷運站外面,茫然盯著馬路。
前一晚,發生了一些事。

一點小酒、一個牽掛、一個內疚,一群人。
徹夜未眠,讓一個人睡下去的同時、把另一個人從睡夢中喚醒
我只能清醒地看著不同張沉睡的臉,我只能任由內疚啃噬著自己

兩眼發直望著前方,微涼的清晨和整個街道一樣冷漠
我就只是這樣坐著,那兩句話一直在腦中盤旋

想要療傷,就把傷口撕開,流血到痊癒為止
如果血流乾的還沒痊癒,那就死吧